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As a child you were most certainly taught how bad drugs are for you. What wasn’;t taught is that it is also bad for your family and friends. When one is young it is reasonable to experiment with drugs and alcohol. Some experiment and find that this substance makes me feel normal. A real drug addict does not realize that they are a drug addict until they are told that they are killing themselves and seriously creating havoc around themselves. The real point of this writing creation is to let the world know about my reoccurring problem and identify with the people who have the same one. I still believe that marijuana is not a bad drug, although it is a drug. Smoking marijuana may have been what brought me to the point of trying other things, bad things. For my first writing I will tell you that at a young age I showed many signs of being an addict. The people who run our country are addicts in there own respect; The difference is that they are addicted to money and power. My body was never physically comfortable, my mind was never at ease until I found drugs. Once I found them it temporarily solved my problems and several years later I have many more problems in result of this addiction. Just so you know, I use heroin intravenously and have overdosed over five times. I have had over nine months of clean time with no drug use at all, MY MIND STILL WANTED TO GET HIGH. The anonymous programs work for people who have nothing else. I would like to spread the word that certain things work for me that I can thoroughly walk someone through. I would like to solve this epidemic.

When waking up in the morning you feel like dying. You cannot eat, go to the bathroom, or move. You have no money and no friends. You are lucky to even have family that still sticks by you. You probably do not have a job, but if you did you probably cannot hold it because you are sick so often. Dirty living environment, physically beaten, rare to find clothes that aren’;t ripped. Many days start with a pin prick or a pill being taken, others start with constant ways to lie, manipulate, and steal to get more. Days where nothing is around is the days you want to die. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but it is hard to see currently.When waking up in the morning you feel like dying. You cannot eat, go to the bathroom, or move. You have no money and no friends. You are lucky to even have family that still sticks by you. You probably do not have a job, but if you did you probably cannot hold it because you are sick so often. Dirty living environment, physically beaten, rare to find clothes that aren’;t ripped. Many days start with a pin prick or a pill being taken, others start with constant ways to lie, manipulate, and steal to get more. Days where nothing is around is the days you want to die. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but it is hard to see currently.

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