It is only a short realization, when a certain thing you are so afraid to touch, is already in your hand. Certainly a dilemma for someone, if whither or not she has to let go, or to hold on it. To hold on even she knew it would be painful to her at the end, or to let go and forget it, though it is still hurtful to think? Sometimes, we have to be wise, when choosing an option.
There are some situations in our lives that we never want to be there. But as always life is not always an easy to live. However, it is a puzzle that you have to solve, by understanding and acceptance. Just let the guidance of light coming from our Heavenly Father, beacon your way, and enlighten your choices. Otherwise, you will loss your path of righteousness.
In our life, there are lots of senses that we do not want to give attention, especially when it comes on the heart matter. Sometimes, it makes you feel angry, or upset or worst is feeling lonely. Loneliness can certainly lead you to depression. A certain author quoted about being depressed. She stated that, “the depression will begin when you start listening to yourself, instead of talking to yourself.” it does make sense.
Loneliness, especially is always the beginning of making a certain person falling apart. When her mind will be clouded with doubts, when her emotion gives in, or when her heart is begging a comfort so much; that’s how loneliness ruin her character. It would be hard for her, but she would know that whatever begins to cling in her hand, she has to fight and push it away, to end what thing had started her to feel happy, if she taught things are just getting worst, or if it just bear sadness to her soul.
In the middle of the thing that has just begun, she was aware of the problem, and she thought it is only because she is lonely, and long so much to her behalf. It hurts her so badly, for she knew it is only the beginning of the end. It is maybe, a delightful thing for her, especially in her grieving soul, however pleasing things are not always have a good taste. Just like Fairy tale is not always have a happy ending.
Why cling on to the way, when you know it is not the right path to take? It might be painful, but anything that begins to be wonderful, yet lead to blue, must be ended. Everything in this world is temporary, but the true joy in your heart and soul is everlasting.
Maybe, you could have an excuse for being lonely, but circumstances are not excusable at all. To end on what you think something has started surely the best choice. It might be painful, but must be the best for one. Prayer can certainly help a lot, and understanding accompanied with acceptance, as well as the obedience to the will of God. It is surely hard, but God said in 2 Corinthians 12:9 And He said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest on me…for when I am weak, then am I strong.
Start talking to yourself, instead of listening to her, for it will lead you to understanding, and give you wisdom to make a best decision in life. Make any pain as your stair, to forget heartaches and making your heart stronger to resist from sorrow. It is best to end what it has just begun in your heart, when it means true love and at peace with God.