I think about you when you are gone. I wonder if you will come back. I know that you will be I wonder if you want to. I miss you when you are not here and wonder if you miss me. Do you miss me, do you think about me? My heart breaks when I see you walk out the door without telling me that you love me. I want to hear those words more than anything. I haven’t heard them in so long. When we lie in bed together I wonder if you think about touching me. I want you to hold me the way you used to. I miss feeling your arms around me and I know I have no one else to blame but myself. It is my fault that you don’t love me the way you used to. And I don’t know if you will ever love me the same again. I can only hold on to the hope that someday we can be the way we used to be. I miss holding you in my arms until you fall asleep while I am stroking your hair. I miss holding hands and wrapping around each other’s fingers. I miss kissing you for no reason, I want to kiss your lips and feel your tongue. We haven’t kissed in so long. I pray every night that you will come back to me. You will realize how much you love me and cannot live without me. And we can be us again. I will wait patiently for that day to come. And I will continue to pray every night that you will come back. I just hope God answers my prayers.