I love looking into those beautiful brown eyes. I want to tell you how much I love you but the words will not come out. So many things that I want to say to you. I feel as if I am holding my breath. I look at you and wonder what you are thinking. I want to ask but afraid of what you will say. I miss the way we used to be, when we were happy. I miss you more than you know, and I am with you every day. I miss the way you used to look at me and smile, the way you used to hold me and tell me how much you love me. Now I am without you and your love. And I miss having your love and without it my heart is broken. I don’t think that my heart will ever be the same. I miss your kiss on my lips and the way you used to say I love you. I do not know what you see now when you look at me, I just need to know that you love me. I cannot live without it I cannot breathe. I look at you lying next to me and I want to touch you. I want to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. I close my eyes and picture that moment. How wonderful it would feel to have you in my arms again. The moment goes on forever and in my mind we are happy again. And then I open my eyes and reality sets in, and I remember. The sadness returns and my heart breaks all over again. I am filled with hope that things can be the way that they used to be. I hope that you want the same. I live my daily life but I am not alive without your love. I heart stands still waiting for you to love me again. I will wait forever.