I drank for 28 years and ive been sober 4 years now. Thank God! it ended… If you have any questions about drinking? Feel free to message me anytime. I care because I don’t want for you what I know can happen. Lots to lose. First you need to define the word “decide” Here are some definitions of the word Decide: To settle conclusively all contention or uncertainty about. To make up one’s mind about. To influence or determine the outcome of. To cause to make or reach a decision. To pronounce a judgment. To make up one’s mind. Now If you really get the meaning of “decide” we are close. You must love yourself, family and your body more then the booze. Forgive yourself and forgive all the people in your past so you may move forward with no garbage to hold you down. Its tough but you can do it. Know that drinking will only lead to death if you continue. Thats what I believe anyway. Decide everyday that you are NOT going to put a bottle to your lips. Here is a good prayer you can use: “God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.. Keep in mind if you’re way way bad with the booze there are community services to call in the phone book that will help you with the detox. I’ve watched booze kill a lot of people around me. A few more things I need to tell you. No one wants to be an addict. You don’t see it coming. I didn’t wake up one day and say hey I’m going to be a drunk. Your body just gets used to the substance..Anyway….That’s all I have for now. It takes a while before you can learn how to focuseach but you can do it….