Regretful? or a perfect choice…..

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…I was a bit pissed off today…some ways  aren’t  acceptable to me….some things are expressed differently  the way It should..

Dunno what’s the perfect intonation or way for that…but please…be mindful on how things are said…sarcastic is an ill-mannered way of explaining things..it is based on choices of words to use…while the other is an intonation which makes someone flare up the same way they got pissed when heard with such intonation…

I was a cry baby back then…just  cried whenever I heard raising of voices..i got scared being scolded and yelled at…I develop such phoebia when I was a kid…I was seldom yelled at…probably never had until now…loud voices is mere different…intonations are much more different…the big difference about it is that loud voices is unavoidable, unintentional…while intonations can be really noticeable for angry persons…for people who is scolding someone…I used to just  cry over it before…but now, I get to stand up for my rights…I get  to fight for what I deserved! What I deserved to be treated at…

I know im a bit stubborn or perhaps, really that stubborn…I could be such right now depending who I am dealing with…who I am talking to…I used to be quiet…used to be taking everything…every yelling…every blame…every command…was like a dog following his master’s orders…twas love though…twas one of those stupid sayings you get to live by…words that are real but you get to ignore when you’re in such stage….such feelings I just ignore as days passed by…I never noticed how long it was already…you tried to recover with grief..with hatred…my friend says its wrong to hate…you’ll never live a happy life if you do…you always carry with you the burden…but when you tend to forgive…the memory is still there to remain…hard to forget…but always ready to move on…start anew and live from the beginning… a light heart covered with just scars and an empty soul searching for answers…what really is…beyond…what really is…for keeps…

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