A Walk In Someone’s Shoes…(Reality)

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With so many different feeling and emothions running thru my mind…
I really dont know how to start this blog!

But I do know that I want to touch on a few things that has happened in the last 30 days…

As most of you might know
MC Breed has died from kidney failure
He was 36 years young…

A lot of people dont know him
But I knew him personally!
Even before we did the song together…

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His death made me view my life differently
I was not even in the same state and found out damn near as soon as it happened! (Thanks BeeZy!)
It shocked me because I thought he was doing ok…

Then I realized…
Nothing is promised!

I would like to thank all that supported the song before his demise…
That song ment a lot to me at the time
And now in my personal opinion
That song is a CLASSIC!
I can never get those moments back that me and that man shared in the studio…

After I recieved that news
I did something that I havent done in a while…
I talked to complete strangers about things that were going on
(I took the headphones off!)
I first talked to a store clerk who knew of Breed
When I left the store
Someone asked me for a lighter and I taked to him about Breed
And then…
A substance abuser carried a conversation with me about HIS life!

That shyt was crazy as fuck!

A few years ago I was selling the same shyt he used…
Now Im CONVERSING with him!

65 years on this planet can make a person do things…
Good or bad

I actually questioned him about the places he has been
The things he has seen

He told me everything I asked!
He even told me shyt that I aint need to know!!!
Fuck cocaine…Crack is a hellava drug!

Me and this man politiced for every bit of a hour…
He even gave me a candy bar!

This man was 3 times older than me…
And even though he has done things in his past that made him who he is…
He still was a MAN!
Human…

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This mothafucka had me crackin up laughing about his life!
It was all real shyt!
One of the realest things that he told me…
I can tell within three words if your a real mothafucka or a fake...”

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He gave me a candy bar like 10 minutes later…

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It was like a sign of me being cool peoples in his eyes…i guess…

The police actually rolled up on the corner I was standing
And harrased all three of us because of how we looked!
Threatened me with a tickect cause I spit on the sidewalk?!

Then some mothafucka wanted to get loud with me because Im from another city…

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This all made me realize one thing…
Ignorence is NOT bliss!

Its just pure ignorence!

As I continued my conversation with this man who kindly shared his life with me
I started to watch him
You know…
Payed attention to his swag and speech
His eyes got wide everytime he said something with passion…

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He spoke about how he cheated on his wife multiple times and she didnt leave…

Till death do we part you mothafucka…you aint leaving me that easy mothafucka!”

He explained in details the way the ocean looked and smelled on the west coast
He said his brother had a mansion!

From that corner right there to about right over there…that how big the backyard was in that mothafucka!”

The stories he told me were priceless!
He should write a book or somin…

He was one of the few people that I have met that I gave my government name to…

He shared something that I could never have recieved from anybody…

It made me reflect on who I am…
Where I was going…
What I have done…
Who I have done it with…
When it happened…

And most importantly

Why it happened…

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I heard MC Breeds last interview…

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He caused he own death…
He said that shyt BEFORE he died!

If you were to compare both of thier lives…
You would swear something wasnt right with the picture

Just made me think more about my picture…

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My reality is very different from yours
But at the same time…
Who is to say that it is better?

When it all boils down to what most like to think of as life…
Is it best to remeber the things done in the past?
Or be remembered as a thing of the past?

Life is moving pretty fast…
So I ask all who take the time to read THIS blog…

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What kind of shoes do you have on?

Till the 15th

I got the greatest news of the year…if your a fan of mine that is…

Nük

“Either you love me…or love me not, Ima be me!” – Soulja Slim

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