Have you ever been addicted to anything? I have and am now…
I am sure each and every one of you have been addicted to something at some point in your life. I have had many addictions from alcohol to cigarettes. Now I seem to have found a new one. One I just cant seem to give up, one that I cant wait to be on. One I cant wait to leave my every day life for to be over powered by this new drug I discovered a couple of months ago. It is fantastic! It is like nothing I have ever had the pleasure to take in.
No, I don’t think it will give me lung cancer or be an annoyance to anyone and No, I don’t think it will give me siroccos of the liver, or kill me somehow through disease. I don’t think I will be disturbed by anything that happens with this new found love. But…
It does seem to consume me with time spent taking care of it. I do know it wont make me rich from monetary value. I do know it seems to calm me down and make life easier to deal with. My new found outlet! My new drug!
It makes me happy with each small morsel I encounter. It gives me a great appetite to go on further and endure all of its great power. It does leave me feeling hypnotized from its content. It has such a wonderful power over my soul. It gives me such great pride to keep coming back to it. I just cant seem to be away from it for more than a couple hours, or I begin to yearn for its power to feed my soul and my spirit and make my world look better and brighter. It over takes each and every part of me….
I know, I know you are saying oh my God, Linda has this horrible addition to some new drug. This is horrible and we need to get her some help or else she may perish from its hold. I have one thing to say, I don’t need your sympathy, I don’t need rehab, and no, I don’t need a shrink.
Have you figured out what my new found addiction is???
It is you!
Yes all of you! I need to read your new posts and comment on each one. I need your feed back as to if I did a good job, or you don’t agree. I need your smiles, and flirts and letters of encouragement. I need my fix each and every day for hours. I need to be consumed and leave my true world for this world all of us seem to occupy. I need each and every one of you!
Thanks for becoming my new found addiction! My new escape!